This is my first blog post I am writing. I think I will write about everything which comes in my mind. That can be mental health, entrepreneurial, technical or any other topic.

Today I had overwhelming thoughts, this is the reason of creating this blog now.

I already started writing a bunch of other things which came to my mind, which I definitely will write down about. Things will be:

• My way to become an entrepreneur
• My personal struggles of my day to day life
• New learnings and discoveries I want t share more

I found out that I have anxiety about actually publishing and being seen on the internet. I think this is because of some bullying when I was a child, so here I am now overcoming my anxieties. I wanna start with creating a blog and when I am more comfortable I will start to do more on social media.

So far I have no experience in actually writing anything, so here I am also learning and moving forward.

I will try to keep at the end of each post a current state of mine, with what focus areas I am currently working on.

Current Focus Areas

• Finding a project (cold acquisition)
• Sveltekit
• Event Modeling, Domain Driven Design, Kafka
• Improving communication through reflecting to be more specific in formulation
• Fighting against Resistance and Anxiety